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What a weekend! Geez...
Well, I know I'm not being honest at all, but I'm definitely in the exactly middle of something, with a very huge doubt. I dunno... I think in the end I'll loose both, what will not be unfair. But I just can't choose, simply pick one and go 'coz I'm not being bitchy: my world is really divided into two parts.
I will let it flow. Even knowing how bad it can end. I'll let it flow...

[Xandria] Eversleeping.

Written by Shirley Ann at 2:47 PM | Permalink | | links to this post

I'm walking on different paths, at the same time. 'Coz I'm doing things in other ways. And, naturally, I'm feeling things differently too. Is it scaring me? Oh, hell yeah. I'm truly scared. Everything new scares us, right? But I'm a real "living breathing contradiction", 'coz I don't feel so misplaced as I used to feel before. So, as one of my metal divas sings:

Let it flow!
Its endless beauty will evoke
A timeless sequence we all share
We cannot break through nor control
But to feel its true soul, dare to concede and to connect

[After Forever] Evoke.
[Marion Z. Bradley] The Mists of Avalon.
[The Notebook] movie.

Written by Shirley Ann at 12:36 PM | Permalink | | links to this post

Just to say I've created one: http://redviolent.mybrute.com
And to say there were two good thing this week: breakfast at Starbucks at 8am and my band's rehearsal. Both yesterday. I know this is the third day of the week yet, but I dunno... I don't expect something as good as these things for a bunch of days. I hope I'm wrong. Pretty wrong.

[Kreator] Violent Revolution.

Written by Shirley Ann at 6:33 PM | Permalink | | links to this post