If I die tomorrow...
If I die tomorrow...
I dunno why I'm writing this. I'm terribly bad, feeling really bad.
If someone is reading this thing, don't worry 'coz I'll not try anything. I'm just feeling extremely weird and in the mood to write it.
So, just in case, if I die suddenly someday, there some thing I want to tell.
My boy, I loved you and, if it's possible - and I believe so - I still love you. You mean so much to me. I wish I was in my best days, so I could show you better how I feel. Thank you for loved me the way I was.
My sister, I have no words to say how important you were and you are. Thank you very much for everything. And, if I can have a last thing to ask, everything that was mine, it's yours now. I trust you and I love, my best friend.
My little bros, thanks for supporting me. I really liked this last year, I mean, your company and even your friends. It made me feel good in these difficult times. I wish the best for you and you'll be very happy soon. And famous too, you'll see. I always believed in you. Love you, bros. Take care of mom.
Mom, I love you. So sorry to disappoint you, to be so distant of something you wished for my life. I was just trying to be happy in my own way but it seems i've failed. I'm sorry. Besides our fights, our really big differences, I love you so much. The way you are. I'm sure these two little guys will take care of you and in a near future, they'll make you very proud. Love you, mom. Be fine.
My older bros, take care of your mom, please. She's more like you, so I think she'll need you a lot. And continue trying hard on what you want for your life. I know you can and I do believe in you. And, of course, we're extremely different, but I love you much. Be fine.
All my closer friends: Thank you all for every moment of happiness. Thanx for the bars, barbecues, movies, theaters, pools, coffees, capuccinos, book realeases, literature discussions, rpg games, computer games and tons of things tjat we've done together. I'll not say names here, coz you know, I'm really nervous and my memory usually sux, and I don't want to blame myself after-death for forgot someone's name. So, I think that the persons that are going to read this "letter" will know. May it sounds kinda "general" stuff, but it's from the heart. I love you all, guys. I hope I can watch over you, if I can.
My aunts and grandmother: you're angels in this doomed earth. I love you very much.
Now I have to say that my cousins, all of them, are the best cousins in the world. You all, no exceptions. For sure I had a really great moment, at least once, with each of you. Love and kisses!
My father, you've disappointed me. I won't be cinic. Not now. You've destroyed some people's dreams and it's not correct, not fair. I can't say sincerely that I hate you, but I can't say that I love you too. A wounded heart is a very difficult thing to heal. Do not mess up with lives. Never. Well, I've to say sorry for not become a civil servant, a police officer or a programmer and disappoint you too. I think it's a draw now. Goodbye.
Well, that's all, I think.
My last wish? Maybe a viking funeral, playing Nightwish - Beauty Of The Beast.
Now it's all.
[Nightwish] Beauty Of The Beast.
Nothing.
I dunno why I'm writing this. I'm terribly bad, feeling really bad.
If someone is reading this thing, don't worry 'coz I'll not try anything. I'm just feeling extremely weird and in the mood to write it.
So, just in case, if I die suddenly someday, there some thing I want to tell.
My boy, I loved you and, if it's possible - and I believe so - I still love you. You mean so much to me. I wish I was in my best days, so I could show you better how I feel. Thank you for loved me the way I was.
My sister, I have no words to say how important you were and you are. Thank you very much for everything. And, if I can have a last thing to ask, everything that was mine, it's yours now. I trust you and I love, my best friend.
My little bros, thanks for supporting me. I really liked this last year, I mean, your company and even your friends. It made me feel good in these difficult times. I wish the best for you and you'll be very happy soon. And famous too, you'll see. I always believed in you. Love you, bros. Take care of mom.
Mom, I love you. So sorry to disappoint you, to be so distant of something you wished for my life. I was just trying to be happy in my own way but it seems i've failed. I'm sorry. Besides our fights, our really big differences, I love you so much. The way you are. I'm sure these two little guys will take care of you and in a near future, they'll make you very proud. Love you, mom. Be fine.
My older bros, take care of your mom, please. She's more like you, so I think she'll need you a lot. And continue trying hard on what you want for your life. I know you can and I do believe in you. And, of course, we're extremely different, but I love you much. Be fine.
All my closer friends: Thank you all for every moment of happiness. Thanx for the bars, barbecues, movies, theaters, pools, coffees, capuccinos, book realeases, literature discussions, rpg games, computer games and tons of things tjat we've done together. I'll not say names here, coz you know, I'm really nervous and my memory usually sux, and I don't want to blame myself after-death for forgot someone's name. So, I think that the persons that are going to read this "letter" will know. May it sounds kinda "general" stuff, but it's from the heart. I love you all, guys. I hope I can watch over you, if I can.
My aunts and grandmother: you're angels in this doomed earth. I love you very much.
Now I have to say that my cousins, all of them, are the best cousins in the world. You all, no exceptions. For sure I had a really great moment, at least once, with each of you. Love and kisses!
My father, you've disappointed me. I won't be cinic. Not now. You've destroyed some people's dreams and it's not correct, not fair. I can't say sincerely that I hate you, but I can't say that I love you too. A wounded heart is a very difficult thing to heal. Do not mess up with lives. Never. Well, I've to say sorry for not become a civil servant, a police officer or a programmer and disappoint you too. I think it's a draw now. Goodbye.
Well, that's all, I think.
My last wish? Maybe a viking funeral, playing Nightwish - Beauty Of The Beast.
Now it's all.
[Nightwish] Beauty Of The Beast.Nothing.
