What should I do now?
Just lost again. Got in a complicated relationship. I know there's love. But I don't know if I really can love anyone if I hate myself so much. I'm depressed, again, as I was like more than 10 years ago. Feeling terrible, down and down. It's difficult to do anything, feeling shitty like this.
So how could I really say that I love someone? I care, that's a fact. But I think it's not enough. I still have suicidal thoughts. I still want to leave it all behind. I just wanna stop feeling this pain. It's tough. It hurts.
Labels: amor, depressão, depression, hatred, love
