Cos today I'm awful.
I'm gonna write twice. Cos there's something inside me, suffocating me, fucking hurting me and killing me slowly. I wanna take it out, but I don't know how. I wanna scream until I bleed. I just don't want to get hurt, no more this time. I'm not getting stronger, I'm still bleeding. Inside. And drop by drop, my will to live is fading away...