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I think I've never felt so lost in my life than today.
I felt completely groundless, I tried to find to some place to go but I couldn't think clearly, I just couldn't figure out the most simple thing I was presented to today. I'm feeling desperate and all my bravery has disappeared. The only thing left right here, right now is a kind of anguish.
I don't give a fuck if somebody believe it or not, but I think something bad is gonna happen...

Written by Shirley Ann at 6:09 PM | Permalink | | links to this post

Can I copy myself? Well, that's what I'm doing right now. :P
For the times they are a-changin'...


oh it's healing - bang bang bang
i can hear your cannons call
you've been aiming at my land
your hungry hammer is falling

and if you want me I'm your country

I'm an angel bored like hell
and you're a devil meaning well
you steal my lines and you strike me dumb
come raise your flag upon me

and if you want me I'm your country
if you win me I'm forever - oh yeah!

'cause you're the storm that I've been needing
and all this peace has been deceiving
I like the sweet life and the silence
but it's the storm that I believe in

come and conquer and drop your bombs
cross my borders and kill the calm
bear your fangs and burn my wings
I hear bullets singing

and if you want me I'm your country
if you win me I'm forever - oh yeah!

'cause you're the storm that I've been needing
and all this peace has been deceiving
I need some wind to get me sailing
so it's the storm that I believe in

you fill my heart, you keep me breathing
'cause you're the storm that I believe in

and if you want me I'm your country



[The Cardigans] You're the storm.

Written by Shirley Ann at 12:10 PM | Permalink | | links to this post

I'm lost and I'm tired.
It's time to do the next move, to try something different. Time to close my ears, open my eyes and move myself; follow my body and my wishes.
Yes, I'll try something different and see what happens.

I'm at the waterside
my cold feet are numb
and I follow my dream
I want to cross
I want to get inside



[The Gathering] New moon, different day.
[Marion Zimmer Bradley] The Mists of Avalon (Full).

Written by Shirley Ann at 4:25 PM | Permalink | | links to this post

“Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.”
Oscar Wilde

[Apocalyptica] S.O.S. (Anything but Love).

Written by Shirley Ann at 12:11 PM | Permalink | | links to this post

Nothing substantial to write. Well, between us, I was never so substantial, wasn't I? Btw, just to register here that I'm completely in love by this song, right here, right now.

See the mirror in your eyes
See the truth behind your lies
Your lies are haunting me
See the reason in your eyes
Giving answer to the why:
Your eyes are haunting me!

Falling in & out of love
in love, in love
Falling in & out of love
your love, your love

See the mirror in your eyes
see the truth behind your lies
Your lies are haunting me
see the reason in your eyes
Giving answer to the why:
Your eyes are haunting me!

Falling in & out of love
in love, in love
Falling in & out of love
your love, your love
in love in love in love

Why can't you see it?
Why can't you feel?
In & out of love
each time.

Why can't you feel it?
Why can't you see it?
In & out of love

I keep keep runnin'
I keep keep fallin'
Let it fade away.
[x3]

Away away away away
Oh Let it fade away.


[Armin van Buuren ft Sharon den Adel] In and Out of Love.

Written by Shirley Ann at 12:05 AM | Permalink | | links to this post

Look! Here comes the very first drop...
It's raining outside. A pouring rain.
And now I'm back. Back to my city, back to my house and to my little corner.
Tons of news, but nothing to say right here, right now.
I just wanna say I like the rain. 'Coz every time it rains I get wet.

[Ace of Base] Everytime it rains.
[Tolkien] Tree and Leaf.

Written by Shirley Ann at 5:42 AM | Permalink | | links to this post